Iife sometimes can hurt you more then you think

Today I know more things about family and life. It wasn't easy to ... know all about that... but either way I am happy. Okay, did you ever faced a major family problem before and somehow you know more things then you suppose to know? Well, it wasn't hard to endure that is it? But I have to say it's amazing how I didn't cry.. I always cry now because of that stupid feeling inside of me, but to be honest I did have watery eyes. But didn't cry, I don't know why I am just letting loose of things. Taking things in, is what I am best at. Not crying is also a thing that I am good at. But hey, you gotta be strong on what you carry right?... But this pain is still in me.. I want it to go away.. but... it isn't going away at all.. *sigh* I am pathetic right?... yeah.. well sometimes in everyone mind, there is a question that everyone wants an anwser "Why was I born?" that question is the main question that people ask, so many people make mistakes about what they did. They always wish to go back in time to change everything that was wrong, but do you ever wonder that all those mistakes are good things. Try to learn from it, if you can't then try harder. Many things "CAN" be redo again, but I am not saying that you could rewind time; but everyone could start over. There is always alot of time, even for old people. Mistakes still can be learned, so take the chances. Don't give up, keep going on. Life can not rewind, but you could choose to start over. Even if you are in jail, think about it while you are in there. Bad? Good? look how ridicoulous you look, with all those guilt and guiltyness. When you ever can get out of jail, don't do it again. But start over, learn to take those chances that were still given to you. If you can't and won't undo/start over, on what you did. Then there is still more time for you, stop making those stupid mistakes. Like stealing money *FROM A GAS STATION* or even FROM AN OLD LADY, seriously you know that you are stupid!! Don't even think that you are smart,cool,hot, or whatever! Because you are still pathetic in everyway. Doing things that can relate to going to jail or even die, well some people could change. But they don't want to, you need to grow up! Stealing things is like acting like little wimpy kids. Shooting somebody also make it look even more childish, if you think about it. It's like a kid wondering around, then all of a sudden he/she starts to steal from an old lady. Then throw rocks at her to get away, or even push her to the ground. From there on, people find out about it. Then you got in trouble, get punished and be lock in your room. Well you think that was stupid? well yes it is, but that is how "you" are like stealing things. Even till now, people are still doing that. Let me guess for a living? Well so what, if its for a living and you could say "that's reality" well yes, that is reality. But you got to look where you are now, people are still working their butts off even when they don't have an education. They still try, until they get there. People call them stuff, but they don't care. They have a family to take care of or even him/herself. Everyone has a reason to keep going step by step, instead of taking leaps. The reason why I changed my subject to this is because, I have seen a lot of kids these days. No, I am not talking about little kids. But big kids, grown men. I don't know about their past and everything else, but they got to stop looking back. They have to keep going forward, as it is.

== Thanks for reading, hope this could help out some people that you may know.===