WHEEEE ITS THAT TIME AGAIN !!!!!!



ITS THE HAPPY TIME (: I JUST FOUND OUT MY FAVORITE SINGERS ARE BACK (actually i been knowing but i was to lazy to blog and also to happy) AND I CAN'T WAIT TO ORDER THEIR FREAKEN NEW ALBUM AND POSTER MAN THEY ARE HOT AND I AM OBSSESSD <3333333333333>

I stand corrected

LOL well like i said i stayed home on tuesday o.o grr i was to sick to move and this is all i am going to say later people tired ....

Uhh

Today like I said, I did stay home. I felt a little bit better then before, REALLY better. But well I hope I could go to school tomorrow. Well this is all I am going to say. Later people, and oh yeah.... I hate drinking medicine. Sucks man!! >.<>

sick >.<

Over this weekend I turned really really REALLY sick. I don't know why but yeah, I had a fever. I don't feel so good at all it kept going up and down. 80 something to 100 something. I felt dizzy,headache, throwing up, coughing, and turned very weak. I was trying so hard to stay as it is to fight back the fever but I can't. I can't even type or do anything. I felt bad, but well I feel a little better now. But I know later on I won't be. I could be able to do this much, so yeah. Tomorrow is school, and I won't be going. I don't think I could even walk properly. But well yeah, I miss all of my friends right now. I kept wondering will I die, but it was funny somehow. I keep turning weak, and I can't eat properly anymore. I can't even eat at all. This year, has been a drag ; I keep being sick. Not fair, I think is because I didn't have my flu shot yet. But well, my parents told me to wear a mask. Because they don't want to get sick, and its because they think I have the swine flu. Well that's all, I miss you all alot. I am going to a hospital soon, for a check up. Because the doctors didn't help much. Well later. (:

oh wow guess what happens to day was the day was hilarious my brother is HILARIOUS!!!!! anyways thats all i will say since i am still lazy and i am laughing really hard!!! well anyways today was okay (: well i feel kinda bad for my brother since he is like.... LOL never mind well that is all :D

well i have to put something for this day :D hahahah well today is tuesday xp so anyways bye hehehehehehehehehe well anyways very bored

hmm today is another lazy day for me since my life is going wrong over and over ... but hey ! i am stronger to know that i could control whether to keep crying like a depress idiot XD but well anyways today is a little to..... frightful o.o but oh yeah the speech and debate tournament is coming up!!! YAY!!!! i have no idea why i am happy o.- but i am happy because i could try my best this time then last time (; no more games around with friends at the tournament :D well thats it hehehee tomorrow school begins again!! boo... >.<

OMG!!!! i just notice today was close to my cousin birthdayyyyy!!! (: hehehe my awesome cousin crystal aka i like to call FLORA!!! <333 wow she is growing so fast XD well hey today i am lazy so no good grammer crap muhahaha lol well anyways ... today i went to hk4 and i had fun (: i see more good buhhiess there XD well thats what i know of well my life is going okay again except about the fact of still feeling hurt by my family but hey ANYWAYS!!! I AM MOVING!!! yay!!!! <333 well hey i know alot of stuff today (: well thats all cheerful me out (:

My heart is now broken and lost....

Everyday and every time... no one seems to see that I am no longer happy.. I am not the same no more.... no one knows... I feel hurt,scared,confused... I don't want to be ... I try so hard to smile and be happy and act like nothing is wrong... but I guess this time I fall down deeper then I suppose to ... my brother is going crazy, no longer the person that holds my smile... and everyone else is no longer .... longer.... the people I want to see and make my smile come back again... I am really hurt right now.. everything and everyone around me is like drama all over again in my life... I... I... don't know what to do.... no matter what I do .. to keep up what I am trying to keep... I end up being broken... the sadness... is coming back... BUT THESE TEARS!!! WHY ARE THEY HERE !!! I DON'T WANT TO CRY !!! I DON'T WANT TO !!! PLEASE!!please.... everyone always think they have more drama to face then I do... the things about school,relationships... well I have many more.... a sickness that will never go away... and can never eat like I use to... and I can no longer see the things I use to see... my family is breaking apart 1 by 1... and I can't stand it any longer!!! I want to cry so bad!!! I REALLY DO!!!! PLEASE!!!! ANYONE!!! but well... I just want to talk to my family how bad I have been hurt and how badly I have to see all this when I am still a kid like THIS!!! ... I am more hurt then anyone right now... to see my dad sad because of a pop up in Vietnam.. to see my mom sad because of my brother... and my brother...mad.... the more I see the more I want to just .... forget about my memories everything!!! I want the times my family smiled and tell each other they will never be like they are now!!! I want them to share laughter instead of shouts.... I .... I.... just can't take this anymore!!!


my heart... my brain...everything....

Hmm all updates today

WOW, yesterday was AWESOME!!


10.3.09

WAS AWESOME!! didn't I already said that?.. lol but anyways.... it was an awesome day with friends and old friends miss them alot :( but when i see them i see that they have more stress lately with haters that makes me sad -.- because i was trying to cheer them up since HEY today is a round up with all old friends and new (: so why not be happy (: oh yeah and i met alot of new friends :D lol and as for some I made up (: no more hating to anyone :D so yeah... it was awesome

well can't explain anymore it was funn funn fun (:


10.4.09

As for today ... hmm well nothing new i am just here to talk about yesterday since i was really tired >.<>