Saturday, April 3, 2010

Life..

-Sigh- yes there is another depressing day for me.. for some odd reason.. right?.. haha... well anyways i suppose to be happy where i am seeing the person i care about going with someone good and probably makes him happy :D ... hopefully... i don't know.. -sigh- ... WELL i suppose to be happy right?.. yeahh i should be XD lol.. YAY... yay...ya-.... -sigh- i guess i am not that happy because i am feeling sad inside...i don't know why o.o.. i thought i got over it! like literally i did! >.<>

Life has a way of things that can make you see something that you don't want to see or know... things that we all suppose to at least .. could handle.. i could handle... it but i can't say it truly that i can.. i could only handle parts of it.. sucks that i can't ... but anyways i suppose to be happy of where i am standing because of the happiness i am getting :D .. boy do i want to go to school =.=" grr lol well i will give shout outs to the 2 people that are together now T+K ... XDDD CONGRATS!! ;D hope you 2 last long! :D hehehe...


who am i kidding that hurts to say that as well... GOSH! i am so glad only some people know about this and not read this .. since yeah i am telling everything that i am feeling right now..

sadness have hit me again... SIKE! i don't feel that sad lol.. i just feel... a little bit down.. because.. i could see him happy again :D but i figured that he has been happy lol... ugh.. okayy to be honest that hurts to say that to.. GOSH! WTF!? i am happy where i am right? right? ... no... i am not.. wait! i am .. no... there is 2 sides of me that is saying i am happy and the other saying i am not.. well that is hard... lol confused feeling much? XDD well that is all i am wanting to say... at least... for now LOL XDDD anyways.....byee





2 comments:

  1. okay; i know who you talking about
    hahahs yeah so proud of myself.
    urm.. so your not over him?'
    nvm that's a stupid comment.
    urm its okay; youll be over it sooner :)
    youll find a better guy dont worry :D

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  2. lol Yvette i am XDD lol it's just kinda sad you know? XD that is all

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