-sigh-... is it just me or is there signs everywhere that is taunting me about something -_-" like really now? DX
[its been more then 2 weeks now about this "best friend" problem
1st i am having a problem with my friend that i didn't not start -.-
2nd one of my friends are having the same problem as me but opposite
-sigh-... but i didn't start this whole dam freaking problem! >.<
who the hell would get mad and start giving you an attitude when you are bored... okay i know people who does that but like lets just put it this way..
your best friend who is bored texted you and just want to find some time to not get bored somehow and while you were texting her back she started to have an attitude against you she keep cursing at you like "i don't give a F@!%$!" etc.. and stuff and blah blah blah then you ask her to stop doing that because that is wrong how she is cursing at me for no freaking reason except being bored -__-" and yeahh then all of a sudden you get into a fight with your best friend .. and then she just be like
"you know what! i don't want to talk to you no more bye Ex- bFF!" and i will be like WTF!? like i didn't have enough problems on my hands at that time gosh!
all my friends said that someone like that don't need to be friends with..
i could see that because i am the one always having to fix the problem even though i didn't cause it! .. -sigh-...
even though all my friends say that she is a B@!%, slut, A@!@, and etc.. but i can't seem to see that way of her... i know she changed a lot .. and she turned to a 2nd person which is not herself... i know she turned to one of her friends .. i think she likes the way she feels of being pretty popular now .. putting on make-up a lot .. lying about breaking her glasses.. when her glasses were perfectly fine and i saw her took it out of school.. and -sigh- ... she is becoming someone so different.. so ... i don't know.. to be honest i just want to forget and not care about her..
i really do but yet i don't see why i could do that ... i tried but everytime i see her i always want to make sure she is happy ...
when i say that she was my best friend i mean it.. i am always serious when i say something like..
"best friend"
"i love you"
"i will be true to you"
i don't lie about any of those feelings when i say that .. i really don't .. but to her i guess its just something she hears everyday.. and she thinks its common for me to say that to people.. HAHA .. no... i don't even say that to anyone i may play around then tell you afterwards i was kidding..
but anyways... i don't want to let go of this friendship.. i don't ...
everytime i see her down i want to come over there and make her happy like i use to ...
but i don't see why i have to be friends with her again when we are not going to the same school and we will be attending different schools and i know that for sure that she will change even more in high school...
so i don't see why making this friendship last is any better...
i really don't.... help...
i know some of you are reading this..
-Crystal..
please help me ...
-Yvette
i know you are having the same problem
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Haha, I guess I can't be anonymously reading this no more. Deary it's okay. You don't have to let go of that friendship, if you don't want to. Don't force yourself. I didn't like the fact that, you are always the one having to fix the problem. When she is the one causing it. Sometimes you have to let her fix it on her own. Either she is going to continue being your friend or not. Sweetie, I know it's hard and all, but still. Don't always do the work by yourself, and it doesn't matter which school you are going to. You could still be friends, and keep in touch. There is nothing wrong about that. Alright she may change, and you will not like that. A lot of people will change. Boo' listen.. Your friends that are still with you now, are your true friends. Don't focus on a friend who just thrown you away like you are nothing, and not caring about how much ya'll went through. Jenny, it's okay to let go. But don't force yourself to. When the time comes, then you will suddenly realize what really in front of you. - Crystal Moon
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ReplyDeletesame thing as Crystal said. if you can't let go then don't force yourself, when the time comes, you guys will eventually distance from each other without noticing. idk how to put it, just it won't hurt as much to force yourself to let go of a friend, you get what i mean? if the friendship isn't meant to be then don't force it, you guys can't go any where cause of it. & if your tired of fixing it, then don't try. I don't mean like to give up fixing things, cause i used to do the same thing ^.^ However, if you really want to maintain this friendship, then just talk to her about it. I mean, go tell her .. your changing, i dont know how to keep this friendship going. Each day our distance is getting farther & i don't like this feelings ... well, something like that. just tell her how you feel, straight forward. & if she can't take it then don't bother another. As for having different high school thinger, you can still keep the friendship. hehe me & one of my besties are at different school, but we're still best friend hehe so don't worry. As long as they'e your true friend, then they'll forever will be your friend. Oh yeah, & one more thing. Try putting your foot in your friend shoes, maybe you'll understand how she feels & why she's changing to the way she is ;) GOOD LUCK ! & I wonder who this friend could be.
ReplyDeletealright thanks Yvette i got it fixed now :P thanks to what Crystal said :P lol and yeahh you helped to XD
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