Hmm..

-sigh-... is it just me or is there signs everywhere that is taunting me about something -_-" like really now? DX
[its been more then 2 weeks now about this "best friend" problem


1st i am having a problem with my friend that i didn't not start -.-

2nd one of my friends are having the same problem as me but opposite


-sigh-... but i didn't start this whole dam freaking problem! >.<
who the hell would get mad and start giving you an attitude when you are bored... okay i know people who does that but like lets just put it this way..


your best friend who is bored texted you and just want to find some time to not get bored somehow and while you were texting her back she started to have an attitude against you she keep cursing at you like "i don't give a F@!%$!" etc.. and stuff and blah blah blah then you ask her to stop doing that because that is wrong how she is cursing at me for no freaking reason except being bored -__-" and yeahh then all of a sudden you get into a fight with your best friend .. and then she just be like

"you know what! i don't want to talk to you no more bye Ex- bFF!" and i will be like WTF!? like i didn't have enough problems on my hands at that time gosh!

all my friends said that someone like that don't need to be friends with..

i could see that because i am the one always having to fix the problem even though i didn't cause it! .. -sigh-...


even though all my friends say that she is a B@!%, slut, A@!@, and etc.. but i can't seem to see that way of her... i know she changed a lot .. and she turned to a 2nd person which is not herself... i know she turned to one of her friends .. i think she likes the way she feels of being pretty popular now .. putting on make-up a lot .. lying about breaking her glasses.. when her glasses were perfectly fine and i saw her took it out of school.. and -sigh- ... she is becoming someone so different.. so ... i don't know.. to be honest i just want to forget and not care about her..

i really do but yet i don't see why i could do that ... i tried but everytime i see her i always want to make sure she is happy ...

when i say that she was my best friend i mean it.. i am always serious when i say something like..

"best friend"
"i love you"
"i will be true to you"

i don't lie about any of those feelings when i say that .. i really don't .. but to her i guess its just something she hears everyday.. and she thinks its common for me to say that to people.. HAHA .. no... i don't even say that to anyone i may play around then tell you afterwards i was kidding..

but anyways... i don't want to let go of this friendship.. i don't ...
everytime i see her down i want to come over there and make her happy like i use to ...
but i don't see why i have to be friends with her again when we are not going to the same school and we will be attending different schools and i know that for sure that she will change even more in high school...

so i don't see why making this friendship last is any better...


i really don't.... help...

i know some of you are reading this..
-Crystal..
please help me ...

-Yvette
i know you are having the same problem